I have to study.

I have been telling myself that for the last 3 hours.

I am so tired, I don't want to do anything or go anything. I just want a week to chill out, the last time I was home for 4 days, I was sick for the 3 days I was off, I did not do anything i just sat on my bed and slept and watched drama.

This is not burnout, I think I'm just a little depress. I miss my friends and the warm weather.
I hate wearing so many layers and warming up my car. On my day off, i spent the entire day cleaning and doing laundry or experimenting with cooking (i still suck btw)

This is too exhausting, I just want to be in my room chilling out and I do nothing on my off day. Not worrying about folding laundry, or vacuuming the house, or washing dishes or ensuring that i turned off all heater and the stove.

And it's weird how I have gotten use to it, yet I am so tired. I want to go back to yoga, I miss it so bad and I have been telling myself that since I came back but I never have enough time and I miss my weekly photography sessions.

And the last thing I want for myself is to STOP falling sick, I am so exhausted from being sick. I am sick of being sick that I went dancing when I was sick and I got my poor friend sick. lol.

electropop.

I can't wait to go out of town, I can't wait to be done and chill.